Mokka Piece.. :D

Once Man went to heaven..
He met God there...

God:List me some of your good character...?!!
Man:well..If anything Goes wrong..I will act against it..
God:example?!?!
Man:If I See a paper thrown on the road..I will throw one against it..!! :P

God: @#!$%& 

Solace!!

Thy Solace,
Am for lonely boats
Wavering In the middle of blue.

Thy Solace,
Am for twined Mind
in the quest out of dark.

Thy Solace,
Am for the greens
drowning below thy pale.

Thy Solace,
Am for mortal
kissing the beauty of "she-died".

Thy Solace I give,
not i can afford
When darkness surrounds
all around.

Thy Solace I fail
my life
my  love
my end...

MY 2009 @))( @ FB

Resonance..

The "chip chip" of those
invisble livings,
hiding nowhere in those
wrinkled barks,
rising their anthem
only in dark,
echoes of "chip chip"
syncs with mine,
towards the ulterior dark,
the days of smile
and
the days that it inverts,
both gave nothing
but a window seat now,
on a rainy day out..
with tears both in
eye and sky,
a smile both in my
lips and those "sky clips"..
wondering at those "unsaid me"!!
                             - Aishwarya Govindarajan
                           -

amma....

                       well..it was one fine insects filled evening..its well known to all my friends that How friendly I am to insects, so I closed my door and windows so that the insect cant get in and I was trying to concentrate on a book prescribed by one friend  "The secret" by rhonda byrnes..all a sudden I felt a "Chirp" sound near my pillow.Oops! one new visitor to my room..but, with its family.I Finished two but i didnt notice the one which was hiding near the door and I came back and started with the book again and there came a scene of revenge! that alive one i left came and bite my Index finger(right hand) aarghhh :( ..To my fear it started swelling immediatly..At the mid of night..In the hostel..OMG where I will go for oinment or Tablet?!?!..Am fortunate that one senior friend of mine provided me limestone I applied it and slept off..The next day when I woke up,In the place of my index finger I noticed a Tirumalainaayakar Pillar..oops!!my fate..I was not able to make any proper movement with that..I missed my breakfast(asusual)...In class I was hardly able to take any notes..I went and met that so called doctor In Arogya vaidhyashaala (my fate again :(( !! ) that evening..
Doctor:whats the problem?!
me: (I showed my hand) insect bite..I applied that limestone thingy and it got swollen..
Doctor:Are you in stone age !?? to apply those stuff and all ?!!why didnt you come immediatly..(ohhh!!He gave me a Bulb!!)
me:(Omfg!!) sir,I cant come out the hostel at the mid past night?!!!! (wow!! He gotcha Bulb).
Doctor:Fine! ll give you some tablet(Cetzine!!-> I hate Dozing off)...Have That..ll be enough..
Me:Thank u sir (left For the hostel)..
But that Evening In hostel was horrible that I was not able to handle even a single cup of coffee with that right hand..still I managed..In between It was totally a fightful evening that I yelled at some  of my friends for no reason..I didnt talk to Sarayu too..(well here ,Sarayu -> a roommate and one close friend of mine whom I know for the past two years..)..And there came my Dinner time!!And I joined sarayu ( see,still we didnt talk to each other)..Thank God!!I have my spoon so that I can manage..the dinner,I prayed it should some nice thingy I can manage to eat with my spoon.. lolz..it was rice that night..I took some Rice and added some Rasam to it and came n sat just opposite to her..I didnt even took notice of her and started mixing the thing.. !!But I felt it too difficult to mix the rice with the help of spoon...(oh God!!?!) ..Suddenly a voice came from!! asked..shall I mix it for u..?!huh..!!It was sarayu.. without even waiting for my reply she just grabbed the plate and started mixing the food..She mixed it so well and good that I was looking at how she do's that..?!! and she kept the plate infront of me again..I started eating!!Wait?!! did I missed out something?!! Is the food too mirchy?!!..then where this tear suddenly coming from?!!...Doesn't the food taste similar to the one which I use to have in my schooldayz..,which I use to be fed by one lovable caring hand whenever I fell in ill..The food I use to have whenever I visit my home in Hols..Why this small help of her remind me of my Mom..nope!! wait..she didn't remind of my mom rather I felt my Mom in her..!!!..It made some different sense of feel in me...A feel of a lonely child longing to grab its mother's Hand..A feel of mother hersel in me...That small tears of mine tasted good with that food that day..
I dunno how good i made it here..?!!
yet it was one special ever thing experienced in my life forever and ever...
Till my end ;) :)
P.S she is watching one korean romance now.. ;)

Rain With love..

The moist was there,like half-faded tears.The green grass was enjoying the romantic touch of that cool droplets.I was standing near that shop of my hostel.some friends of mine were standing beside me.Everyday after dinner I use to go to that lawn for a lone peaceful walk.as It rained before the security didn't allow us to the lawn so I kept looking at that grass for such a long time.suddenly something made me step in to the lawn.As soon as i stepped in,it started drizzling again.That very first drop of water came and Kissed my left hand.For a moment I was happy that I made that green fair lady feel the evil in her.I called all my friends, except for one everyone said "na na U first get in!".But some red horned selfish devil inside me felt "I shouldn't have called them".I felt that Rain is my very own (how stupid i am rite?!!)..Now I started feeling the sense of chillness.I felt shivering too.But that shivering made my innerself happy.I felt something different in me.suddenly both my hands hugged my own.I felt too happy.I started for a small walk.I think the rain guy too felt the same.I was walking slowly.I felt the rain guy hugging me the whole graciously.I felt the care in that hug.I felt his hand around my palm.To the world I was walking all alone in that dark night.But for me , here the rain guy came from heaven made me feel my real self.I heard his laugh at my dance.I felt his innocent steps on the stage of soil for my humming.I saw his poem for me in those grasses.Once I wanted to be himself,I wanted to be that rain,enjoying each and every part of this world.I cursed at the divine for making me Human.But I now Thanked him for making me so.Because I have that rain here with love for me enjoying, not the whole world, but his moments with me.But my otherside alarmed me of his time to settle down.The time for rain to settle down.I felt the chill breeze , wiping away the last droplet.Wiping away my last drop of happieness.Now am in the lawn  looking for those poems which will last till the next sun.The friends came and joined me,To the world Now am in the mid of friends, but here is my innerself in loneliness..searching for the last droplets. 

Ambitious?!!! well,am not..!!!

Aishwarya Govindarajan,
Chief Research officer,
Cancer research institute.

well..here it goes...
I scribbled like this in my room wall...
hmmm..this doesnt means that am too ambitious.
Rather I wanna make sure that people  who google for my name in near future shouldn't misspell?!!  it.. ;)
well
temme am i ambitious..?!!